So as it turns out (I find this hilarious)...I now pee flourescent yellow!!!!  Oh what we put ourselves through to achieve the ultimate dream!

Since I have been charting I have realized that I have a Luteal Phase of 9 days...not good apparently.  So I am on the trek to finding out how to fix this so-called defect,  I have an appt. with my Specialist Aug 20, but of course that is not soon enough for action to start for me.  So as I researched more and more on this condition, I also noted what I could now do to help fix the "problem".  Amongst ingesting copious amounts of walnuts, kelp and sweet potatoes, I am also now ingesting a Vitamin B complex and 100mg of Vitamin B.  So I take the first Vitamin B complex and Vitamin B and later that day I go to the washrom and am startled at how my pee practically glowed!!!!  Bionic urine!!!!  I started to panic!  How much water did I drink today?  Oh goodness - I better not be starting no bladder infection or UTI!!!  Those suck!!!!  Then I go on a mad fury of research on-line...google searching "flourescent yellow pee" and finally I learn that all the vitamins are causing this! 

I know  I may over-react at times, but I often wonder is what I am injesting (be it walnuts, vitamins or the ever-so-popular Clomid) really worth it?  I know walnuts do not come with many side-effects, and the Vitamin B's side effects are not serious, and Clomid - well, we all react differently to it, but I did not enjoy my 3 months on it - but is it all worth it? 

I know that once we receive that ever-destined positive sign it will all be worth it...but why is it that I can't help but feel guilty that I am putting my body through all of it?