2ww is a long time

2010-03-29T12:40:00Z

I'm 6DPO and it feels more like 20, even though that is totally silly and ridiculous. I just want to know. It's crazy to me that there could be a little being growing inside of me right now and I don't even know. Then again, it might not, so I really can't think that way.

My friend had her baby last night. That makes the 2nd person I know having a baby in 2 weeks. My sister is next - she is due any day. I also have another coworker who is now pregnant. I am surrounded by pregnant ladies. I'm happy for them all, but mostly I just want one of my very own. I even have a nursery. No, it's not filled with baby stuff, but it is a room that is perfect for the nursery.

Two weeks is a long time to wait, especially if I find out it didn't work this time around!

hopeful 2ww

2010-03-25T11:06:00Z

Today I am filled with hope. I guess we will see what next week brings. I don't want to get myself too excited. But, this is the first round of DH and I trying, and I just can't help myself. Interestingly enough, when I went to the baby stores last night with my BFF (she is not yet trying and wildly baby crazy), I couldn't bring myself to be to thrilled about anything. It was as if something in me said, "don't fall in love with baby stuff yet" just in case.

But of course, I am hopeful, and happy, and I have my fingers crossed. Today I had a thermal shift, so I assume I am heading into the 2WW...I hope I come out with a BFP!