That's the word I feel right now.  There are a LOT of things going on in my life right now that give me this sense of impatience.  I could give a list but that would be boring.  Oh who am I kidding...that's what blogging is for right?  :)

I want to find the 'perfect' house.

I want to pay off the last credit card we owe on

I want to pay off the back-pay child support we owe for my husbands first child (15 yrs old)

I want to give my two cats away to loving families.

I want to be pregnant now!!!!

The last one is the most prominent in my mind.  Obviously!  Once you make the choice to take that step, it's all downhill.  Your emotions kick in, your mind is totally taken over with thoughts of babies and anything to do with babies! I've been reading books, I've been investing every spare opportunity to read blogs, websites, news, stats, anything to get a little bit more information about fertility/pregnancy/vitamins/food/exercise.  I want so desperately to be in top condition when my body decides to make the precious little one that we are so waiting for!  I've heard to take folic acid.  I've heard to tip your pelvis up after sex.  I've heard to have sex every other day, every day, twice a day.  I've heard so many things that I'm confused as of what to do or not to do.  As mentioned before, my husband has a child so I know he's fertile.  Does that mean we can/should have sex every night? 

I'm so new to the charting thing that I don't know what I'm looking for in tracking my O date.  I'm having what I think is ovulatory pain.  I've not had it in two years due to the BC i was on, so that's why I say I think.  It's such a great feeling to have to know that it's coming...the time is coming.  So hubby and I are starting to try again this month.  :)  I'll see if I can figure this whole thing out before it's too late this month. Wish me luck!!